I have realized lately how much I love people. I have really gotten to know a lot of the people in my ward well and it is so fun. My natural tendency is to be very selfish and anti-social but I have really tried to get to know people better and be social and I think it has worked out. I have made some friends that I really love and get along with well. I feel like I fit in and have people that love me too. I really feel blessed and like Heavenly Father has put me in a position where I am comfortable and where I can be myself. It is so wonderful. I can definitely see ways that my life has been affected and improved by building my relationships with my friends. Of course, I still have a problem being selfish and I know that I am not a very good friend. I want to work on focusing on others and thinking what I can do to help all of these amazing people that I'm surrounded by. They deserve better from me.
On another note, I am cooking for dinner group tomorrow and I really am not sure what to cook. I think I am going to copy my Grandma and cook BBQ ribs like she did on Saturday. The only problem is that I don't know how much the meat is going to cost and I am not sure I can afford it at this moment in time... I guess I'll get to the store and figure it out. But doesn't it sound amazing? BBQ ribs, baked potato, rolls, salad. Mmm... Hopefully it works out. I need to call and consult my mother. She'll know what to do.
It was so fun having Rachel here this weekend and it was so sad to say goodbye to her :( it is hard to watch her go and for her to be so far away. I wish she could be closer but I know that it's only a little bit longer until winter semester when she won't have school anymore and we can hang anytime she wants to. That'll be awesome! I cant wait!
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